Enthusiasm

One of the side effects of my sarcoma journey is a huge boost in enthusiasm and optimism.  I have so much happy energy these days.  I see the good side of everything.  Like I have rose coloured glasses on, and everything is beautiful.

Now my enthusiasm is not currently matching my physical stamina.  I still nap a lot, and by 6pm I am "cooked" physically.  In my mind though I have so much energy and want to take on the world

I am so looking forward to getting Mr. Lump out of my leg so I can get on with my enthusiasm physically.

One of the discoveries has been how much I love myself just the way I am.  I don't need to diet, or change, or be different for self approval.  Very odd.  I find I am letting go of old feelings.  Even people who have "annoyed" me in the past, I feel warm feelings towards.

This is an interesting inner journey, that is very peaceful and a happy place.  (Not that I don't have some anxiety attacks).  Overall Life is good and I am so grateful for everybody who has sent me notes, helped out, gave out good vibrations my way.

Now, I wish I could have figured some of this inner peace stuff out without getting cancer, but hey, I had to make my life more adventurism.  I am taking the opportunity to smell the roses and prioritize people and relationships in my life.

So this is my sappy post at 4:19am on a Wednesday morning.  Hope everybody has a fantastic day....it's hump day!